worlds apart

this week has been of a teaspoon of insanity coupled with a huge douse of bitter sanity drabbed over. i didn't know what to feel at times, a mixture of despondence and boredom hovering about, with an air of freshness as though i had never had such emotions before. maybe its just the crazy weather, but who knows what makes me feel so warped these days.

switching to the anthropoid frequency, i've had much thoughts and i'd sooner castrate myself than post them here. yet in a nutshell may this explain my erratic decisions and ridiculous behaviour at times.
one may love a ferrari but can't have it.

yet someone had convinced me that one may harbour the love for a ferrari until he saves enough money for it.