Cute Without The "E" - TakingBackSunday

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel,
I know exactly what goes on.

When everything you'll get is
Everything that you've wanted, princess.
Well which would you prefer?
My finger on the trigger, or
Me face down, down across your floor,
Me face down, down across your floor.
Well just so long as this thing's loaded.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head.
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin.
And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head.
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin.
Let's go.

Don't bother trying to explain Angel.
I know exactly what goes on when you're on,
And how about I'm outside of your window
Watchin him keep the details covered.
You're such a sucker,
For a sweet talker, yeah.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head.
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin.
The only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back.
And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head.
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens,
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens,
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens,
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me,
I know you well enough to know.

Why can't I feel anything,
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything,
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault,
And all of this.

I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason.
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life.
She'll destroy us all before she's through,
And find a way to blame somebody else.
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason.
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life.

Still

I am feeling so pissed today, why can't anyone be nice and just try to appease me. I wonder how much a punching bag costs?

Weary

I tap away at this keyboard only because I have grown so weary of waiting. The silent pains that other people hide in their lives are the only consolation for those that I hide in mine. "It is not so much of me missing her but me missing the idea of her.."

As my heart grows mute with the painful numbness of reality, I eventually come to terms with the fact that there is really nothing left for me to do. The worst that can happen has happened, and I think there is nothing else that can hurt me now. It is now up to me to pick up whats left of my life and move on. I'm just glad that I've started so long ago and though the initial pain was so great, I know it will be good in the end; today's knowledge will be tomorrow's strength.

Zis ees Fiesta yaar?

The rainbow fiesta, yesterday, wasnt how I thought it would turn out to be.
For one thing, the wrong AV system arrived in the morning, from the wrong company. Which I blissfully didnt realise until the second company came, only to see another system in it's place. Some miscommunication between the teachers and the principal, I last heard.

Anyways, the request stall I was manning got overwhelming response, up to the point that we had to close the stall 2 hours before 4pm , as well as throw in up to four to five dedications per song, just to get everything read out. To those who didnt get your requested song, sorry, we tried.

Commercialised music sucks.

I brought along 450++ songs, with the intent to provide some refreshing, non-repetitive-non-radio-like music, only to realize, with all the commercialised-radio-brainwashed people out there, there was absolutely no chance of doing that.

I'm sorry.

To whom it might concern, especially those whom I might have brushed off in my agitated ( read: pissed off! ) mood yesterday, I'm sorry, thank you, please forgive.

Jaded - Mest


There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explaination, when we're done?

All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on; what you said was wrong.

I'm jaded, stupid, and reckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent, so faded and reckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.

Now here I sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.

I'm jaded, stupid, and reckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret,
These years spent, so faded and reckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

I'll never forget the places we've been, you and I.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by.

I'm jaded, stupid, and reckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years, spent, so faded and reckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.