Reset

its not that i've given my blog up, everyday life tends to take a toll on a person, clouding his conscience, thoughts and emotions. i try to write, but the deafening silence that resounds through my head prevents me from doing so, and now that i am writing, it just shows the irony of it all.

and today, it struck me, its about time for a little reflection. upon introspection, the man alone may feel not at all lonely yet the lonely man may be not at all alone. i need to be alone for some time, to be able to think as much as i love, to be able to foresee as much as i recollect. after all,
complacency is the next biggest sin after not trying.

and then it was done. you fell backwards on your rear, extremely estactic that you had accomplished such a feat. such a feat for such a small being. but your immature worldview had discounted a vital fact: that you had build your self-believed impenetratable rampart too close to the building and crashing waves upon the shore. suddenly the sunlight dimmed from above you. you looked up; and everything was gone.

on another note, i believe that every one of us has that someone special, someone perfect, just waiting somewhere out there, to meet you. i might have walked past her 2 weeks ago on the street, stood next to her on the train, all without knowing. the subtle yearning to find that love, a misdirection, reasons for so many divorces, so many broken hearts and ended relationships. or maybe it is just that people change?

Good guys don't last long in these parts, and I keep forgetting that.